holding on for now, but not long
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
when its all gone
sometimes life are just not to get what you want, but to be able to appreciate what you can get... its just hard to believe that you're about to leave, for a long period... its not like, you're leaving for a week then you'll be back permanently, but its the other way round.. its just hard to accept the fact... exam is coming up, your departure, and the interview... i am really scared and all the confidence i had just went down the drain.. i want it very badly, but i am just worried that i might flung the interview, and there goes my dream... roommate hasn't even been contributing, but to just add on to my problem... what is it so nice about playing poker that you'll have to involve me??? just leave me alone, will you?? damn it!