Monday, May 31, 2010

sorry, I've sinned

People made mistake, and to make them feel better, some would resort forgetting it and never think or even mention what they've done, but some would feel better if they are to confess and tell someone about what they've done...

I personally would resort to confession if i've done something bad, but is it a good thing to do??

We do like people to be honest to us, but will that be a good thing to us or will it bring more harm than good?? 

Its kinda true that the truth hurts, but at least that its the truth, isn't it? i like the truth, either hurts or not, it doesnt matter...

so.... the question of the day is, does the truth make us feel better, or does it not?

Saturday, May 29, 2010

it is, but?

Its funny how i just wake up early today and just couldnt go back to sleep... Well, i think i just miss everything and everyone....

life is somehow miserable and there's nothing much i can do about it... it hurts to know that people around me are just unhappy and hurt, but there's nothing much that can be done to rectify their problem, and to make them feel better...

I just stare blankly at the white ceiling wondering how life is meant to be... for people to walk in and out of our life just like the pedestrians, or to stop and tell them how we feel and how much we actually care?? Sometimes things are just pure complicated, but some others are just pure silly but we human who are to make it looks as though it is....

ps. I have no idea what i am writting

Friday, May 28, 2010

mmm.... yeah...

The good thing about being a Malaysian is that we our stomachs are blessed to have various food from different ethic and races...

There are just so much Malaysian food that I miss since i've been here...


SATAY
Sticks of meat on skews grilled with coals serve with peanut sauce and onion


BAK KUT TEH
Soup of Pork cooked in herbs with bean curd


PENANG LAKSA
This noodle is cooked in a think fish paste served with slices of pineapple, mint and cucumber + prawn paste... It is slightly sourish spicy, and Penang is well known for this noodle..

ROTI CANAI
I personally think that its an Indian food, but some mamak make the best Roti Canai I've ever had... Its basically flour and ghee made into a dough and beaten/ thrown/ toss.. the pan fried dough is then served with a thick curry of your choice.

 
NASI LEMAK
The rice is cooked with coconut milk and ginger, and commonly served with anchovies, sambal (chilli paste) with cucumber.. and guess what, I MADE THE NASI LEMAK IN THE PICTURE!

Thursday, May 27, 2010

fast enough

its no doubt that the fast food chain is expanding fast, and they are nothing good other than pure fats + carbs + a whole ocean of salt and pepper crap...

however, i am pretty sure that there are certain fast food restaurant that are considered "healthier" than the others... and due to the healthy-ness, some so called healthier individuals would resort having them and not the tastier but less healthier-ness...

to list some healtier fast food (i know its like an oxymoron)
1. SUBWAY (which i dislike)
2. Kenny Rogers

and from the mentioned fast food chain, if you are to notice, the logo of the restaurants doesnt contain any red colour, while most of the other fast food company's logo has the colour of RED in it...
e.g.

1. KFC
2. MCD
3. WENDY
4. CARL'S JUNIOR
5. BURGER KING aka HUNGRY JACKS
6. RED ROOSTER
7. PIZZA HUT
8. DOMINOS
and a lot more..

think about it..
anyway, i just got myself an aircraft!!

well, not exactly i got myself one, but i got it from ameer from a competition he organised in his blog a couple weeks ago... hehe... although its not the real thing, but yea.. am still excited that i got myself a model of my future office, and its cool!!!

Wednesday, May 26, 2010

day 3 in living

third day in the living, and it has not changed.... roommate watching tv till late at night, and housemates woke up early in the morning the next day and was making breakfast in the kitchen and talking out loud and was woken up by them..... slept at 12 or so, and woke up on 8 something in the morning of my off day is not something that i was looking forward to doing in my off day... and it sucks!!!

anyway, i saw this kid singer on tv, Justin Bieber, and well, i think that he's really really young, but acting and singing all those mature love songs which i dont think is proper... i am not being a stereotype nor a bias bugger, but i just think that he is just a little too young for all that... no doubt, i do think that some of his songs are good.... like this...

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

I phone!

iPhone is so overrated and guess what, I'VE JUST GOT MINE 2 DAYS AGO!!

yea... well, i managed to get an iphone at a discounted price, and yea, i am so excited and glad that i did... its like so cool, and i can do so much on it... i am now able to online with my phone ( i was able to even with my 5 months old E63 which i will be going to my sis) and it has such a huge screen... like so much bigger and its kinda user friendly... for now, i've got not much of a problem with it, but maybe only the battery... maybe its me, but i have to charge my phone like everyday... too much games now perhaps...

anyway, my room now is being dried with an industrial blower thingy, and hopefully i wont need to sleep out, like literally out anymore.... I WANT MY ROOM BACK!!!

Monday, May 24, 2010

not sweet, but wet dream!

I HAVE A LEAK in my room

some water has leaked at the unit above my unit, and due that, i've got lucky and water sipped into my room, and made my room stink like some wet dog... like really.... imagine this, wet carpet + small little room with not much sunlight nowadays due to the cold weather...

and!!!

due that, i have to move my bed to my living room because the plumber guy have to remove the carpet and start (started since last friday but still doing now) fixing the leak... and yea, i have to sleep next to my dining table!!!!!!!!  AND ITS COLD!!!!!!!!

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

ya, sure, why NOT!

its just funny how sometimes we human tries to be a nice person, while having to do something which may upset themselves or having to go against one's will...

well, i am not talking about how one need to offer him or herself for others, but more like how we have to unwillingly lend things to our friends just because THEY ARE YOUR FRIENDS.... sometimes guys (i mean literally GUYS) are just pure ego-filled beings who will never decline an invitation or offer or even, request even they know well enough that its not what they really like or wants... everyone just wants to be a nice person, and put on the =D although its all  =C deep in their mind...

yea.. thats life...

=.=

Sunday, May 16, 2010

seasons in the son

its getting into winter here in Australia, and nevertheless, the digits at the thermometer just keeps decreasing as the sun sets..... its currently about 16 degrees Celcius i suppose, and it just keeps dropping as the hour goes on till we welcome another day of sunshine, hopefully...

due to this poor weather, a lot people here, including myself has started to get the nose block thingy and if worst, down with a fever and a cold... i've been wearing my tracks to sleep when possible, and to have the fan off even when i'm in the room...

anyway, i think that all the 4 seasons just somehow portraits the different personality a person can have...

one can be like the summer, being all hot and dusty with thunderstorms going through while giving a clear good weather for the next few hours while another thunderstorm is coming in... some are like the Autumn, where leaves and tress just withers giving off a perfect scenery at dusk, while being all sad although it signifies the beginning of a new season, a new life... the Spring is somehow like a beautiful season to be in, with all flowers blooming, and birds chirping... like what else can i say about the spring..... its just beautiful, and is right after Winter and before the Summer..

I personally dislike the Winter, and i mean that literally.... the winters are just all cold and dry, making people sick and having people to avoid leaving the house to keep themselves warm... and guess what... ITS WINTER!!! SHOOOOH WINTER... SHOSSH!!!

INTER-act

some may say that Silence is Golden, but i personally think that it is best to have at least a certain amount of interaction between two individuals no matter wherever they are disregarding whatever that they are doing...

personally, i think that communication is the key to make things work, even though it may seem as though it is at the threshold of no return... sometimes i just find it hard to get a perfect topic to discuss or even just to get someone or some people to start talking... its weird to know that something is not feeling right about someone, but that person is just trying to keep it away from you....

maybe i am just tired, like literally physically tired, and so are you...

have a good rest, and keep yourself safe and healthy!

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

similar?

for the sake of my reader..............

THAT WAS ME 7 YEARS AGO!!!!!

Monday, May 10, 2010

to blog

i've just came across takashi's blog where he is in a dilemma on what to write in his blog... whether to write and to blog for himself, or for his reader....

well, i've came across this question, and whether to write to please myself or to please whoever who are reading... there's this saying that its hard to please everyone, and it certainly applies to our little blogging community here... some follower follow a blog because he or she is interested in what the blogger is doing, or some may just follow because the humour or sarcasm the blogger has (which i have to agree that some blogger are very bitchy, and it is indeed interesting)...

anyway... yea... my interest is of airplanes and flying kinda stuff, but i am quite certain that if i only blog about the aviation industry, my blog may have to change its title and agenda, and definitely the people who reads all the post of mine... however, if i am to write about my life and my little story about myself, only people who knows me would be interested in my blog, thus restricting my followers to be only my friends or worst, relatives...

so yea... to blog is to please myself (my personal point of view), and that strongly explains why i rarely update my blog nowadays... i only blog when i feel like, when it feels right, and when i feel right... i am no longer blogging to get my hits up, nor to get my nuffnang payment (as i've yet to receive any)....

Sunday, May 9, 2010

smitten

A love relationship is where 2 individual comes together developing affection and care towards one another thus recognising themselves as a couple and being in loved..

Personally, i think that love is one wacky feeling that may bring one up to seventh heaven or down to 18th hell (a cantonese saying)... It is in fact a very complicated feeling one can develop when he or she is in love, and things may even go out of hand and make one does something one has never imagined one can do in life...

I was told by a friend of mine that there are basically four stages of feeling a couple can have when they both are recognised to be in a relationship...

Codependent  ->  Counterdependent  ->  Independent  ->  Interdependent

It all starts off when both the individuals are so in love with one another that they codepend and all the lovey dovey thingy comes out aka love letter, 20 phone calls a day + 30 sms-es and all that sorts... later on, they get familiarise with one another's existance and counter depend with the other half... they are still in love, but less of the sms-es and calls, but still very much want the other party to be around... personally i think the 1st stage (codependent) last for up to 3 months or so, and then followed by the 2nd stage(counterdependent)..

at the end of 2nd stage, i personally think that the younger couples will start to develop a sense of restriction towards one another, thus a lot of break up happens at this stage... i personally think that the transit of a relationship from the 2nd stage to the 3rd stage is the hardest, as one or more of the party in the relationship is trying to balance up his or her love life with the social life... some may find it hard to accept the fact that they will have to make the best of both worlds and keep their friends and lover happy... thus i would say, more of the couple would end their relationship at the transition point or not too long at the independent stage of a relationship....

for those who thinks that nothing has changed (and the same goes to the the other party), they may find themselves to be in one of the 'Happily Ever After' part of their relationship, with even more arguments in their life, but as well even more affection towards the other party... it is indeed a big leap in a recognised relationship when both are able to be in the I LOVE YOU situation after 10 years of seeing and being with each other...

i dont know how many stages of relationship that i can survive, but i do hope that i will be able to survive through all these, and to live to tell the story...

Tuesday, May 4, 2010

to and for you

its funny how things around you affects your life regardless how petty or small they are... i've just finished watching a show called Drop Dead Diva (its a great one!) and i kinda agree with the statement Deb aka Jane come out with

You are where you live & You are what you eat

Well, i am not trying to say that i'm fat and i am becoming an Australian, but what i'm trying to say is that my lifestyle has changed so much after i came here, and i am really becoming someone... i've learnt so much on taking care, and being sensitive to others need.. I am very certain that my life has changed a lot, in the good way...

There's just so much for me to see, learn and experience, but there's just so little of me and time that I can deal with...