Friday, June 25, 2010

time for a change


its funny how us human doesnt really want big changes in life.. some may see changes as something horrific happening while minority would look at the bright side and take is as a progess in life..

I personally love changes in environment and my life thus me being here in the land of kangaroos and koalas studying in becoming a pilot... I cant live with life where things are basically the same everyday and it seems as though its a repetition as day goes by.. I love being in places, seeing different people, having different colleagues everyday and obviously, love challenges poses by everything and everyone around me..

There is nothing much in my life that doesnt really change... well, the little that doesnt change are like my family members, friends, and my loved one.. other than that, things change... my hair style changes, my clothings (oh i so love getting new clothes), my surrounding, and the world of course... its not like i am another hypocrit $%(#% but i think that life should be lived to the fullest and to experience as much as possible in our short 70 years....

Wednesday, June 9, 2010

eating out

i just hate it when i need to eat out all by myself... well, there is nothing wrong with eating out alone and definitely not against the law (at least not Malaysia and Australia) but its just like purely awkward and lonely....

its not that my food would taste better if there is someone else there eating with me, but i just cant do it... eating alone in the public or any restaurant is just pure awkward i think and its like i am showing the public how sad and lonely i am that i have to spend my time savouring the dish or food by myself, no companion..

maybe its me, but i rather go hungry than eating alone outside.... or maybe another better option is to just get a take away and to finish up the whole meal somewhere less public-ly and away from people.... at least its less sad... like no one staring at me...

Sunday, June 6, 2010

unknownly blocked


i just so hate it when i receive calls on my phone and its an unknown caller calling me... i mean like, i get it if you're some super top goverment secret agent trying to contact me to give me some mission to spy on some country, but most of the unknown caller that i've got are just pure random people or friends of mine...

i am not saying that you've got no rights to have your privacy and not let anyone know who you're calling because you're all-so-important-and-wanted people, but is it necessary? if you're calling from a bank telling me that i've got someone trying to buy a house with my debit card, do you have to be so secretive over it and hide your number from me, YOUR CUSTOMER?

anyway, ya........ i've been receiving quite a lot of 'blocked' or 'unknown number' calling me, and dont mind if i end up not picking your call... I AM THAT IMPORTANT TOO AND YOU SHALL NOT TALK TO ME UNLESS YOU REVEAL WHO YOU ARE....