As I am writing this, I am feeling my age catching up and all the illnesses knocking at my door. This will probably be my last post or written words before i commence the next phase of life.
You may not be able to recognize me when I'm walking along the street after this or worst that you may not even notice my presence. It's kinda sad that my life has went passed me so fast and I totally did not notice how the years just went by and I've spent it doing things that a kid would do; Fooling around with friends and going mad over the pettiest thing.
Probably I will regret wasting my youthful days doing all those things I did, but I can do nothing now to rectify my past. For whatever wrong doings of mine to whoever it is, I sincerely apologize for it (except those stupid b*tches and b*st*rd that I've cursed and hated).
I will definitely miss all my friends from school and college, and not to forget people that have came past in between. It was good fun having you guys around although some were less appreciated than the others.
And to myself, I'm grateful for all the alcohol I've downed and the ciggaretes and drugs that I've declined. I enjoyed my sober and drunken life, and of course the people that was there for me at both times.
Here I am now, bracing myself for the next phase of life trying to recall what i've ever done in the past 19 years. Here comes the beginning of the second decade of my life, as well as the wrinkles that comes with it...